ChoreoNotes
Betsy Ross Was My Grandmother
By Letty Bassart

Ghosts, by
Alexander Calder |
I recently learned the tale of the
Sankofa Bird. The Sankofa is a mythic West African bird
that flies forward while looking backward with an egg in
its mouth.
This complicated metaphor is quite different from my
grandmother’s “para atras ni para coger impulso” or “Backwards not even
to get an impulse.” In recent years, she has started repeating it more
frequently. I giggle, as there are few women more loyal to the past than she.
My grandmother, a brave and stubborn adventurer, who wanted to be a
schoolteacher but became a nurse, may sorely miss the earth when she arrives at
the gates of heaven.
Of course, in dialogs of past versus present, past in
present and present in future, the threaded hyphens always offer opportunities
for edification.
Standing before Alexander Calder’s Ghost,
deliberately installed in line with his father’s and grandfather’s sculptures, I
recognize that this relationship is a tender one. Standing inside the
controversial Freedom Tower, I admit it is also powerful and intuitive.
The instants when something changes inside of us are
definite, elusive, and often against our will. This is as true of vocations,
occupations, art making and rants as it is of relationships.
In third grade, I wanted nothing more than to play Betsy
Ross in the school play. I loved that Betsy was an expert seamstress. To me,
she was my grandmother.
Instead, I was given the part of narrator. While I have questioned many days
and moments in the studio, in the classroom, at the bedside, in front of the
computer, on the page, etc., and have been notably humbled by greatness on
countless occasions, I have not been silent since.
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